From my first day to TEG until now 269 days, about 9 month, yesterday is my college Leisly last day in TEG, a girl will resume his work in the following days, continuous cold conflict between us I lost expect and longing to this work, we can't good cooperation from first time,sooner or later, something will broke out. Now it is the result, perseverant one to the last. the other must leave.

Yesterday, I asked half day leave since miss time geting up and resumed duty that afternoon, on subway my way to company, I came to thinking of my situration recent period-nothing to do but routine work, find that something lost which a big part of my life, supported, inspited, encouraged me, it's objectives and courses, they left me along emptied my heart and soul.
I must take them back reaccess to my charted life route. Get slim, study, examination, Degree.
I never a man with a rich life, but want it positive and fruitful, knowledge is a good thing, it crysta human's heart, add savor to life,  quility increase, it's the power of knowledge which can give a big renaissance to your life, it's to my urgent request now.

New year beginning, a lot of colleague slide out of office day by day only leave a empty desk leid still, this feeling is so strange and conquered me a lot of time, I start thinking and searching in my memory, many pictures floating in front of me, while a little girl work in my first company, I ask my tutor why some colleague be changed, my tutor told me they do something wrong and make manager angry. From that on, I took particular care with my business for fear be away. Till one day, I find our company turned less and less personal, like Shanghailized company, people goes, people comes, not like it's original situation which kept a stable personnel, a little warm office. I don't like small company, but affected by homelike environment and warm words, even now. Everyone have their own dream but I feel unable to leave them. Tutor insist on me, if you want to leave, be sure get a better job first. I'm not enough sensible that time and released myself a couple of months for stronging heart facing outdoor society. Now, little girl growing up, and still much concering of you, old colleagues, many thanks for you to teach me the beautiful world at my first step.